It was only days ago that I was “green and carefree”; that “Time held me green and dying Though I sang in my chains like the sea” (Dylan Thomas, Fern Hill, “a poignant and evocative portrayal of childhood memories and the bittersweet realization of time’s fleeting nature”). I knew at the time that the elation would not last; though naturally I did not imagine mournfully that the transition would be catastrophic or horrible for any reason. But I knew it would not last; that things would change. Forever there has been the adjustment from good to bad, from up to down, from happy to sad. And, in fairness, I recognize that it works the other way too; that is, from bad to good and so on. It’s just the way life is. We haven’t the capacity to maintain the ideal picture interminably. Nor I suppose would we wish to do so anymore than we’d wish for perpetual sunshine or rain. Life itself doesn’t cling to one direction or brilliance only. Sometimes the shift is mercurial; but most often it is merely a reflection of the two alternatives, a veneer upon which we skate freely and at times capriciously.
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