Ineffable summer morning

It is now past mid-August. The heated summer days are waning. The buzz of flies has been replaced by the wistful drone of the cicada. The once burgeoning field of soy beans is a shimmering mat of child-high proportions, uniformly managed adjacent the river not unlike a seigneurial acreage. The entire aspect across the fields to the distant horizon is similarly allotted and besotted by wavering divisions of green or tawny and drifting banks of leaves atop the bulbous interceding trees. The anatomy of autumn is no doubt soon to unfold; but for today its introduction is pushed aside.

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Sir Francis Drake

It isn’t often I am quite so exuberant following a morning chow at the golf club. Today was one of those exceptions. Clinically it was my further introduction to Sir Francis Drake who it turns out was a bit of a scoundrel.  A young seaman with ambition. Not to mention an inviolate participate in the African slave trade which is historically and shockingly dismissed as somehow appropriate for Bourgeoise English and European merchant conduct (in which naturally the aristocracy willingly participated for lucrative financial reasons).

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Midnight at the Emergency Department

Like many old people I have (sadly by some estimates) a developing history with hospitals. I prefer to view the chronology as periodization (“the science of arranging events in their order of occurrence”). Last night (rather early this morning) I added another occasion to my log of events.  This time it was a midnight visit to the Almonte General Hospital Emergency Department. Because I had lately been told by someone (perhaps my erstwhile physician) that the Emergency Department in Almonte may on occasion be closed due to unavailability of nursing staff (seemingly distinct from the availability of physicians) I telephoned ahead to ensure someone would be there. Notwithstanding that the hospital is at most only ten blocks from where I live, there was little point troubling myself to dress adequately for a midnight appearance at the Emergency Department if I were to be met by nobody.

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Beauty

Lately I’ve been having a Death in Venice moment. To my delight I have thus learned that the derivatives now include a portrayal by the Finnish National Ballet. Interestingly too the author of the novella was reportedly intrigued by reading medical results as indicative of metaphorical alterations and enterprises of the human mind (from which observation he further concluded that without disease there is no chance of inherent relatable psychosis).

Thomas Mann’s (1875 – 1955) famous short story about the author Aschenbach and his fascination with the young Tadzio, set in Venice plagued by cholera, garnered much attention as it was published in 1912. John Neumeier’s work portrays the author as a choreographer dedicated to his art. In Venice, he unravels both a hidden side of himself as well as pure love within. The ballet, which had its world premiere in Hamburg Ballet in 2003, features music by Bach and Wagner, played both live on piano on stage and from recordings.

John Neumeier, who has headed the Hamburg Ballet for more than 50 years, is one of the world’s best known choreographers. Neumeier’s visually intriguing choreographies seen at the Finnish National Ballet in the 21st century have included Sylvia and The Seagull. When Death in Venice was last in the repertoire at the Hamburg Ballet in 2021, Finnish dancer Atte Kilpinen debuted in the role of Tadzio.

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Winter travel

With the arrival yesterday of uncommonly cool air to chill the summer’s hitherto torrid temperatures, and with the advent of predictable seasonal change accelerated (as we dolefully discovered last evening while sitting on the balcony after dinner) by the already diminishing daylight hours, dreamy Canadian thoughts of winter travel have begun to overtake the calendar.  This morning at the hospital I spoke with a nurse who gleefully informed me of a southern expedition freshly planned for January. For the moment at least it appears that predominantly important family considerations with grandchildren and grandparents persevere on the diary; viz., the customary rituals of Santa Claus and Christmas though I have to wonder just how long these fables and myths will survive upon their own potency among an increasingly learned population.  If they do at all, it speaks either to the incontrovertible value of fiction or to the digestible nature of pretence and deceit if sufficiently imbued with the threat of dread or ambivalent necessity.

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Late morning gossip

Anyone such as I, so willfully devoted to accounting what are by even the most generous regard trifling personal relations and sometimes recondite frictionless events, is by force of that self-absorption alone tolerably introverted. There are more vigorous adjuncts; words such as selfish, heedless and egotistical. Or the perfunctory appendage, boring, which obviously I prefer not to embrace. What however in my opinion squares the tarsome conceit is that 1) I have nothing else to say; and, 2) it is only about those whom I know that I write. If I were to have opted for fiction as the vernacular of choice, there might reasonably be quite a different slant upon the productions (though even then I imagine it impossible to create tales that haven’t some link to real life). As it is, aside from what I quip are “literary licence”, my focus is upon that which and those whom I know.

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Any news?

Sunday (by email)
August 11th, 2024

Hi there,

Are you up for dinner at the Pelican on Aug 19 at 5pm?

Jay and I are driving to Halifax right now. We will be back in Ottawa on Thursday. We are bringing a trailer full of belongings for our storage unit. We will also be viewing two homes. We want to find something to buy instead of paying rent while we build.

Let me know if the 19th works for you and I’ll make a reservation.

Big hugs,
Alana

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(We are) What we overcome

This idyllic Saturday afternoon in early August, with flamboyant flowers flourishing in the lazy windswept fields, delighting in the supreme satisfaction of nothing to do and nowhere to go, having vacated the apartment with Chef engaged in this evening’s culinary enterprise (assured to be a hit judging by the mouthwatering whiffs from the oven), the sun blazing brilliantly and highlighting the distant fluffy white clouds, my car windows open and the wind buffeting throughout whilst listening to a curious album called Fisherman’s Friends One-and-All by Rupert Christie, I saw on my GPS screen the name of one of the compositions, “What we overcome”. Without listening to the meditative music, the title alone intrigued me.

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Basking in the sun

One of the advantages of living in Riverfront apartments along the Mississippi River is that at any time of the night or day I may position myself on the balcony in a deck chair overlooking the meadows and river beyond. If the moment is propitious, I am certain to doze. During the morning and early afternoon (say until 2:30 pm in the summer at the height of the season before the sun wraps itself around the southerly corner of the building), if the day is clear as it is today, the sunshine is indescribable. It pours upon the entire prospect with sometimes relentless commitment. It is not an enterprise which, in such ideal conditions, one is wont to prolong. The heat can become utterly intolerable.  But before it does, its implications are both perceptible and desirable.

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Shopping

Shopping is not by normal account a risqué subject. It is after all a corollary of food and shelter, the two basics of existence. When however it entangles itself with psychosis it becomes another matter.  Shopping is then by equal candour known to animate a good deal more than the soul. From the Greek psykhosis meant “a giving of life; animation; principle of life.” As you might expect the popular rendition of the mental state surrounding shopping as a gleefully intended fixation is less forgiving than the functional norm.

Psychosis is a condition of the mind or psyche that results in difficulties determining what is real and what is not real. Symptoms may include delusions and hallucinations, among other features.

Portrayed in that manner, shopping attracts inviting hypotheses. Not the least of these conjectures is perhaps that arising upon completion of the event; namely, that shopping paradoxically defeats its own purpose. To be blunt, the shopping experience is frequently afterwards salted and corrupted by the act of having accomplished the goal. In truth, things seldom acquit themselves sufficiently to accommodate the full force and gusto of the initial enterprise.  It is frequently the act of shopping, not the object of shopping, which generates the amusement, preoccupation and suspense.  Shopping is the act of going shopping, buying and procuring. What emanates from that activity and purchase is entirely something else.

Notwithstanding this bipolar experience of hunting and gathering (notably two of humanity’s primary ventures) this is not to say that one cannot achieve enormous satisfaction from the thing itself (in spite of having taken all the fun out of the adventure). But the stomach is not yet full.

There is though a prolusion to shopping no matter the level, whether nutritional, domestic or artistic; that of course is need.  Or want.  Or wish. Shopping is by any enquiry first propelled by investigation for satisfaction of a requirement, whether palpable or allegorical. Certainly there are moments when retail shopping is merely diversionary, something to do in a mall on a rainy day.  Today for example is a rainy day.  In fact it is at times horrendously rainy, forming dynamic sheets of rain.

This morning after we had completed a site-specific shopping expedition (that is, buying required household goods and culinary provisions at the grocery store) we thought to entertain ourselves by driving in the pouring rain along a sodden country road to the wool shop in Carleton Place to see whether there were any additions to their collection of plastic farm animals. For some time now I have sought to buy a swan which they formerly carried but which I have been unable to rediscover. The two which I had previously purchased were given as gifts. Once again today I was out of luck. It remains a pending consideration, a source of further outstanding imminence. Though I may excuse my obsession by repeating a website description (below) investing the acquisition as a proper gift idea, I confess a moderate stimulation deriving from the collection process. The stuff is well made. And, yes, I did purchase several new models (including my favourite, the small pink pig). There are an astonishing number of companies which produce almost identical products, all of which proclaim their venerable manufacture using advanced vinyl and painting schemes (and in one instance, hand painted).

These animals toys are great for birthday gift, Christmas, new year, thanksgiving and other holidays, harvest theme party gifts, school classrooms rewards/prize or party supplies.

In 1935, Friedrich Schleich (1900–1978) founded Schleich in Stuttgart as a supplier of plastic parts. In the 1950s, the company became known as Schleich Figuren, producing bendable plastic figurines for the first time. In the 1960s, the company focused on producing licensed toy figurines (merchandising). This included the development, production and marketing of comic figurines such as Snoopy, Maya the Bee, Mickey Mouse and the Smurfs. Especially with their Smurfs figurines, the company became widely recognised as a toy supplier.

This trifling exploit speaks to the greater submersion; and that is the now diminished state of my retail interest. This unfortunate state of affairs is the consequence not only of aging but also of changing. Not only have I now in my possession virtually everything I could ever wish to have; but also have I little or no remaining interest in acquiring anything else. To remind myself of this pennywise pledge I investigated my two most recent purchases, things about which I have lately pined and for which by luck I was able to fulfil. It is so easy to store things away from sight. But vigilance is required to avoid a taint of hoarding. If something is beyond employment, then out it goes!  I mean, why bother keeping it? Unless of course it affords occasional use, ornament or enjoyment.