What are you doing for the rest of your life?

Though it may not amount to commotion, I yearn for a particle of motion in my daily life. Call it the existential vein in me. I’m uncertain whether the enterprise is of any value to me or anyone else. But unquestionablly it alleviates scrutiny arising from indolence. I find there is a need to accomplish something of moderate distinction and activity every day of my life.  Of course my pedantry is never of weighty consequence.  It may be no more than a tricycle ride or a visit with a friend. There are by contrast those among us who preoccupy themselves with far more elegant or exotic endeavours (matters which I find are often the preserve of athletic people in particular, like hiking or climbing mountains or going to jungles). For some people the plan is to visit every place on the globe. Others prefer bird watching in remote islands off the coast of South America.  Some even distinguish themselves by ballooning or jumping out of airplanes.

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Immigrants

Immigration is a global issue. It’s three o’clock in the afternoon, the business hour of my day. I’ve just returned from an uncommonly pleasant though admittedly repetitive drive along the Appleton Side Road into the urban periphery and back. I am sipping chilled black coffee and nibbling on sliced green Granny apple. As I stare with wandering mind out of my drawing room window onto the balcony with its artful metal railing and matching black patio chairs overlooking the verdant lush field and the distant river plateau, listening to Solstice d’été by Dirk Maassen, I recall the Indian chap at the gas station moments ago.

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Politics

Whether one likes or dislikes a political candidate, very often the more cogent determination of how one votes has more to do with historical party ideology. In the United States of America the Republican and Democratic parties have their singular notoriety. It is these elemental distinctions which characterize the majority of voter inclination. One must therefore be cautious not to misread a person’s favouritism.  For example, just because you may not like someone’s uncle doesn’t mean you reject the entire family.

Each election cycle since he became president, Trump has endorsed more Senate, House and governor candidates than the one before, while the manner in which he vets candidates has become much more professional and strategic. And this cycle in particular, Trump’s endorsements have taken on a deeper meaning. Gone are the days of GOP committees in Washington, D.C. carefully rolling out endorsements regardless of ideological purity. This year, more than ever before, traditional arms of the Republican Party have practically ceded control of candidate promotion to Trump. The former president’s endorsement process has evolved from haphazard to sharp and effective, rendering all other endorsements all but obsolete. It’s just the latest example of the Republican Party’s transformation into the Party of Trump.

There are fundamental precepts underlying voter preference. In addition however it is also foreseeable that those who are disadvantaged or who are for whatever reason threatened by society may constitute an independent demographic which is capable of being attracted to one party or the other. It is in that arena in particular the the demogogue thrives.

A demagogue from Greek, a popular leader, a leader of a mob or rabble-rouser,is a political leader in a democracy who gains popularity by arousing the common people against elites, especially through oratory that whips up the passions of crowds, appealing to emotion by scapegoating out-groups, exaggerating dangers to stoke fears, lying for emotional effect, or other rhetoric that tends to drown out reasoned deliberation and encourage fanatical popularity. Demagogues overturn established norms of political conduct, or promise or threaten to do so.

Currently there are wide margins of discontent in America, among them immigration, abortion (including women in general) and age. These at least are among the most popular differences facing the candidates of both major parties.  Clearly though there are further interests at stake in the upcoming election, primarily denominated as business interests.  Since the evolution of democracy by the Romans, control at the top by the rich has been central.  From that hierarchy everything else (senate, the commons and local government) all descended (and incrementally so).

It naturally behooves the accomplishment of one’s objectives to avoid the characterization of self-interest. This too accordingly confounds the true nature of the enterprise.

All of which is to say that there is more afoot than appearances may at first indicate.

Avenue Road

Growing up in Toronto in 1967 – 1970 while attending Glendon Hall for undergraduate studies was an eventful time of my life.  I am today reminded of those colourful events because I distinctly recollect starting university in what was then a picture-perfect autumn much like today, over 50 years later. I had just graduated from an all-boys boarding school, I was 18 years old and I was studying Philosophy.  While there were several of my boarding school classmates who had also chosen to attend Glendon Hall it was of course a gateway to a new crowd. Most of the students within my orbit lived in residence. In that respect the place was very much like boarding school; viz., there were (separate) residences for men and women, and the residences were identified by individual houses (which, if I recall, were no more imaginative than A House, B House and C House). The women’s residence (l think it was collectively called Hilliard Residence) was located on the opposite side of the huge grassy courtyard that separated the two.

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The booking agent

On Sep 13, 2024, at 4:24 PM, <sheila@lauzonmusic.com> wrote:

Hi Bill,

Thank you for your interest in the Casio Privia PX-S7000. It’s a real showstopper!  We have the harmonious mustard colour currently in stock and we welcome you to visit us to try it out. It includes a free “Casio Music Space” app to download which you will also find interesting.

Sheila Alain
Lauzon Music
613-725-1116

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Powering down

Whatever physical energy I may once have dragged with me into the eighth decade of my life is now inexorably on the decline. The well is running dry. I have today forced myself to do what was planned and a bit more but none of it happened without visible difficulty and an unflattering corporeal effort, nor without an accompanying feeling of obstruction and complaint, hobbling bent over with stick-in-hand, face to the ground, the veritable picture of withering decrepitude. This is especially objectionable when the tasks were not uncomfortable tasks or feats I did not wish to perform. Rather my aging and contorted carcass simply refused to rise to the occasion, refused to greet the challenge, refused to endure the petty hardship even for the sake of dignity. I felt in the throes of perpetual defeat!

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Paradise

Since I awoke this morning – an ideal late summer day – I have been imagining life in Provincetown on Cape Cod, Massachusetts. I have pictured in my mind the misty skies of early morning over the Ocean; or the smell of freshly made donoughts from the bakery at the Lobster Pot where the night before I had eaten overlooking the bay; smoking cigarettes and drinking neat Scotch whiskey from a tiny tumbler; swiming in the sea and sunbathing on the beach; or breakfast at a restaruant among the noisy crowds on Commercial Street.

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Grid View

Whether you choose Grid View or List View you’re looking at the same thing. But you’re regarding it from a different perspective. And while it is often repeated that everything depends upon how you look at things, I am not so certain one is always looking at the same thing or even a different thing. The variety exudes not from the construction or disposition of the ingredients being examined but rather from within ourselves. Altering the linear or proportional dimension of the things we see may indeed look different but the impression upon our mind may be quite unintended or intended but obstructive (like hunting for a trademark in a millefiori).

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